Mayonaise...

I can only write the words of the lyrics of this song performed by the Smashing Pumpkins on the album Siamese Dream, called "Mayonaise".

Fool enough to almost be it, cool enough to not quite see it: Doomed. Pick your pockets full of sorrow and run away with me tomorrow: June. We'll try and ease the pain but somehow we'll feel the same well, no one knows where our secrets go. I send a heart to all my dearies when your life is so dreary: Dream. I'm rumored to the straight and narrow while the harlots of my perils: Scream. And I fail but when I can, I will try to understand that when I can, I will. Mother weep the years I'm missing all our time can't be given: Back. Shut my mouth and strike the demons that cursed you and your reasons out of hand and out of season out of love and out of feeling. So bad but when I can, I will. Words defy the plan, when I can, I will. Fool enough to almost be it and cool enough to not quite see it and old enough to always feel this always old, I'll always feel this. No more promise no more sorrow, no longer will I follow can anybody hear me I just want to be me and when I can, I will. Try to understand that when I can, I will."

Lyrics by Billy Corgan

I.M.H. still imploding in his own mistakes and stupidity...