I am ashamed and speachless with my behavior...

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Movie: "In the mood for love" by Wong Kar-Wai

"My movements dance at the smoothness of your walk and how I love to walk next to yOU!"

Could I have been more ashamed of myself, disrespectful to the person I love in this world? I will not forgive my self for this one and I’m so sorry I’ve hurt you so much…even I know the weight of the word I use to ask for my forgivenes does not have the ability to block the wound of the blade I used on yOU.

I hope I can ever go back to the start.

Xavier...