Thursday, May 25, 2006

Questions...

I’ve been making some notes…ok, yes, I’ve been playing with the world of spheres, but at the same time, most of the ones close to me know that my world has been rocked by someone, the one I consider THE ONE.

First, I would like to redirect everyone to the site of a friend of mine
http://me-global-nomad.blogspot.com and to the post of Wednesday, 17th of May 2006 (“Felizes os ignorantes”)…most of all, I appreciated the conversation that evolved in the comments section…

And, correct me if I’m wrong for misunderstanding this but I conclude the formula:
Survive equals the need for attention (so we can live), and by being attend we capture more knowledge, but this increase in knowledge tends us to be more aware of all the dangers…but the more dangers we are aware of, the bigger the worry…but all of this has to work in an homeostasis…a balanced surrounding…cause too much worry can lead to an unbalanced way of survival…
So this works all as a paradox of knowledge…the machine will never be able to fully understand itself, by studying its own self.
Will the complete understanding by the machine of its own way of working, delete all its existence expectations? Do we tend to the self destruction by knowledge? Or is there a basic protection mechanism that avoids us from fully understand the way we (biologically, psychologically and socially) work?
Ok, I agree that this questions do not refer to our increase of worries…but maybe it does, cause if we are as simple as I all shows we are supposed to be, most of us are stuck with an ego problem that means INSIGNIFICANCE and that worries a lot of persons! Or not!?

I.M.H.

P.S. – I always had this idea that the human being that suddenly would have the complete aware understanding of its self and its way and reason of existing, that it would self-destruct physically! I mean, the body would just stop functioning cause it had no more reason to live cause its main purpose of existing was destroyed: to understand why it exists!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

...the moment...

Venice, taked on the 15th of May 2006 by me...

No words, just images...what I feel right now I don't want to publish here...It's too good to be shouted out loud...I shout it to the ones that want to read it...
Amo-te bERTA...tanto...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Words for yOU...

There are days when I just cannot understand my self…there are days when I do not find an answer for the words I expel.
I do not pretend to justify anything I’ve said, but what I want to say is that I cannot make you fell and believe what you exhale and create in me…so good, so big, so only you…the one I love, the one I want forever to be my oNE...the one that makes my time spot...my sight freeze...

Xavier
Music to yOU: "Follow the cops back home" performed by Placebo on the album Meds, that I listen on repeat...