Accessories of the mind...
I feel like I’m nothing, and don’t tell me I’m special to that or another person and for myself, because life would go on with or without me, after some bumpy moments…time, one of mankind's greatest creations, never stops…
On the other side, I believe that in my indifference towards my existence in this world I can make a small, positive and worthy difference for whoever will stumble on any of my footsteps, leaving the least tricky and unstable footsteps behind, trying to erase them, learning from them and avoiding a new emersion of the same mistakes. I truly believe we learn more from our mistakes then from our “good-takes”, so we are sentenced to make them to get a more stained version as result from our actions. I am sentenced to make good and bad small things in my small world, but I can make both and here lays my choice.
Honesty has been working for me…it’s not easy, but it has made my life less heavy…sometimes I would like to be more honest, but I’m starting to understand how selfish that can be due to the instability I could bring to some spheres…on the other side, this can be a very selfish and narcissistic way of thinking!...maybe my honesty wouldn’t change anything at all, but we all know that’s not true! Sometimes we don’t take a decision in function of good or bad, but in the perspective of the least damage…or the biggest advantage. The important thing to retain is that we have the power of decision and that, in whatever situation we are, it’s always our decision…
This is not my sentence and I shamefully don’t know the author of it, but it’s been a pillar of my functioning: “My freedom ends from the moment it interferes with the freedom of the other.”
But can we really understand the notion of freedom if we have to limit its range of action?
Freedom and Respect as 1=2 and 2+2=5
Thanx for reading (even when I become mainstreamed, like in my past post, but women are one of my main fuels)
I.M.H.